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Not In Control
02:39
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They said things done changed
Since the day
That I chose my way
Not the same
I know where it goes…
This train
Should I jump off at sane?
Or deranged?
If only I’d known
Of the shame
I would have stayed in my lane
And prayed
Because god has a goal
For me
That I cannot see
Cause I’m not in control
I said I’m not in control
No, I’m not in control (10x)
See, I’d be stupid to keep on going
But it’s hard when I don’t control the speeds
The plan was set in motion at my birth
I roll with the blowing breeze
A bolder steez than all my peers
Colder people I must veer
Shoulder equal weight or maybe more depending who gets near
Fighting for my honor, dishonor’s not in my rolodex
Keep my circle solid, detractors don’t even pose a threat
Throw my set but, no, not repped in the fashion of the thugs
It’s Fuya. So booyah! The high hit you like drugs
It’s a rush! Start the adrenaline
And hush! Don’t get caught up slipping
If you can’t digest the food for thought then you’re malnutritioned.
Spoon fed. Elusive of the ways to be a winner
That’s a novice mentality…the life of a beginning
And it lingers so switch it up
You give enough to take a bit
If you’re on the pot then take a shit
Cause constipation ain’t the trick
Live and learn, tap out, and feel the burn worse
Let’s ease you into healthy food
This junk food should work (4x)
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2. |
Blame The Music
03:53
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Everybody gonna listen
Tune in to a new transmission
Flip your dial, file in, and listen
As I style; profile the image
And the crowd gonna see it
Gathering around like a town hall meeting
Figure that I got to be profound even
If the sound’s not leaking out the foreground speakers
Till I’m speaking and it peak out my level
Bring out the bass as we route the treble
You’re in trouble if you settle
So I settle for the road less traveled, gonna battle for the medals
Set apart by my new purple heart
I’ve been used to the scars. I call them my beauty marks
By that definition, I’m gorgeous
Ease in my steez while you feel you got to force it
Maybe you’re just not for this
When you’re 4’6” it’s hard to get ahead like Portis
I think you need to speed away like Porsches
Feet off the street. Stay on your porches
(hook)
Blame the music it made me do it
Go with the flow like you’re made of fluid
If you go all in and you’re made to do this
Blame the music it made you do it
And I grind again
I go in. I grind again
Watch me go. I grind again
I go in. I grind again
Since the first line traveled
Out of the fountain, grounded, unraveled
Over loose leaf, through me it rattles
Into the air meant to round up the cattle
Hit your soul. See the music take over you
Don’t press till it’s overdone or overdue
Peep game, here is a general overview
If it ain’t natural then you’re over. Through
Throw in the towel because you’re mismatched
When you only build a bridge to get a kick back
Chill, sit back. See a pro? In tact
See the throne? In fact. Leave alone, get that?
With every snare, kick drum, or harmony
Starts away but ends as a part of me
So please pardon me
Because I feel I got to rep it
Step and stand for the artistry
(hook)
It’s give or take on an even exchange
Flow through the blood, IV in the vein
Sold as a drug or a brothel with a rub and tug
You expect it to be on the brain
We saw the game and made off
Like “Bernie” and surely we’re working our way to the playoffs
Throw out the scoreboard. Its game on
Screaming out “Car!” because we got the drive even if the street paved wrong
Kick my feet up and take on
Position of chief because my plans are to stay long
Cut down my foes. One by one…they got to go
Cause there’s no progress with that type of role
I learned that this here’s a tough business
You can’t just flaunt new shit and fuck bitches
But if I could then my one wish is
To run this bizz
And have a fly ass mistress
(hook)
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3. |
Eternal Bliss
03:51
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High school was a crazy place
Not many knew me face to face
Maybe I was a waste of space
Trying to hit life but it tasted laced
Man, I hated
All the clicks that separated
Tried to blend in but it felt as forced
So I kept on course without ever changing
Wish I would have taken
More time to protect the pavement
Cracks ran through every step I took
And the minute I looked, it was swept away in
The memories lost
Paying the price. Accepted the cost
Say the memories lost
Paying the price. Accepted the cost
(hook)
And the price I paid
Was a life I made
Didn’t fall in line
With the same routine every night and day
If was worth that risk
And for sure I’m blessed
Cause I can build my world
Anyway I please
Eternal bliss (2x)
See, this pace…I can deal with
The other one lose face real quick
I rather be full speed ahead
Cause passing my peers can amuse me instead
Some call it selfish. I call it progressive
Man, being held down at my age is absurdity
Certainly, I will profess it
I’ve learned my lesson
Loosen the structure…sway with the wind
Prove it as such…get praised when it ends
Start a new goal and do it again
Shit, I could have had kids
Or gotten married instead
But I think I’ll stick to my guns
And have some fun before it all ends.
(hook)
Arrogant rant!
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4. |
Fly Away
03:06
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We all one of a kind…unless you’re twin sisters
Or if you’re rolling a blunt then everybody’s professional spliff twister
Leaf blown, no need lace, they chief gold
And repo they shit they own to keep going
With ease all involved can bank just keep throwing
Their product out to those that pay and keep smoking
But every once in awhile it gets
To the point where they can’t shake the vile effects
They start twitching, switching they thoughts and can’t fix it
Living along this damn prison
Flipping on broads who can’t give it
Their dogs who won’t give in
Desperate trying to see where the next hit is
Flipping over furniture trying to find digits
Of the dealer they copped a bag from last Christmas
Damn, it’s that vicious
Passed on last wishes
All you got left of your life is cracked dishes
(hook)
You pack it in a pipe
Cook it on a spoon
Flowing through your veins
You leaving us too soon
Drop it on your tongue
It’s eating through your teeth
Sad you can’t cure the bite from that beast
You pack it in a pipe
Cook it on a spoon
Flowing through your veins
You leaving us too soon
Drop it on your tongue
It’s eating through your teeth
That monkey on your back is finally unleashed
(v2)
And you sitting there…hoping that the needle takes
Cause you need a taste
So as it pierces through your skin all you speak is thanks
Inject the needle waste
The syringe empties
As the tracks lead the way to the next entry
Feel the poison flow through you with cheap diseases
Until you mumble Farsi but think you speaking English
It’s hard to lighten the mood so don’t be facetious
You on your out to meeting Jesus, word up!
I guess in all reality I can’t knock it
You already pawned your shit for narcotics
No more possessions. You once had a whip
But even without now…you’re still on a trip
Hustle to get lit. Without it, its cold sweats
They told you to fight the itch but you don’t want to go yet
And if that’s how it is then homie I won’t fret
But once we hit a bridge, you might want to go next
Fly away now (4x)
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5. |
Plight
03:33
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Fresh out the womb
I was ready for a groove and kicking beat
Full of life
All circuits go for the mystery
Figure we
Learn as we go so I hit it running
Accepted without hesitation like distant cousins
It ain’t just for nothing. We building life skills
We taking pipes dreams to make them quite real
We taking aspirations to exasperate them
Breakdown the walls the retractors made its
A plan for action that is quite rewarding
No imprisonment for me. We blind the warden
Escape out the front door here despite the warning
Our time. Our day. Reply to no one.
It I wasn’t determined to flourish
I would be physically, mentally unnourished
Time would be going but never would be worth it
Now I hit my stride with a purpose
Look, it’s a hard road traveled
Street riddled with potholes
Paved my own path and got rid of the potholes
Trying to smooth sail. I’m not taking a loss so
I’m trying to build an image that’s colossal
This can be your theme music
When things are looking bright
Dark turn to light
Deviate from the night
Theme music for you when goals are in sight
Give it. Give it all you got and live life
Live life…just go
Stop and let go
Of thoughts and just roll with what you feel’s right
Forget the naysayers. Create your own plight
Give it. Give it all you got and live life (3x)
Invest my time in the obstacles I face just to overcome them
Grabbing dreams to me’s a chase so I go in running
Got to take a shot. You figured I would go in gunning
See it and let the heat out like open ovens
It’s all metaphors. Never pull a piece on them
Shaping a better core so I pray for peace often
I’m at peace often. I rather be lost in
That feeling so appealing when you seem lost and
I’ve seen my fair share of discrepancies
Music hold me together as a centerpiece
When the gravity pull down I just release
And let it take me where I may till I get unleashed
This ain’t rent or lease. I own my imperfections
I think, therefore, I am. What a simple sentence
Searching for the time in day…got to split the seconds
Bet your money on my fate or it’s a missed investment
I’m good as cashing when I’m rapping out
In any circle it’s a circle that I rap around
So people gather around. It’s time to blast the sound
To pierce right through your ears. Feel the magic now
And you should live your days right
Never let them see you sweat
Got to pave your own path
Earn that genuine respect
Got to work for your props
Learn to strive without rest
Because they’re always gonna see
All the time that you invest
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6. |
Stars
03:10
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And so we shine
Shine like stars
In the sky
This is ours
We shine like stars
We shine like stars
We shine like stars
We shine like stars
You and I
We shine like stars
In the sky
We shine like stars
Baby girl, we too busy
We do work for the city
You? One of the few that vibe with me
And if they can’t catch up…what a pity
Now, don’t get me wrong because I’m gritty
Raised to be blunt as hell
A spade is a spade and nothing else
The game don’t change so I changed myself
And if the rains don’t come then we chase the wells
Now, that’s logic. Watch it. Take some notes
You’re progress lost if you shame the soul
But you’re straight, frankly, you break the mold
And you worth it. You hold your weight in gold
And there’s no (there’s no) hesitation
Unlike the last girl who left me waiting
Run by this fast world, head for greatness
Make all that’s complicated look basic
You got goals and determined to get them
Got naysayers but continue to debt them
I’ve caught hate. I forgive and forget them
They lose against us the minute we bet them
Sorry, I’m getting ahead of myself
Back to the dance I asked you for
Lovely, you’ll never forget what is felt
If they only knew what we have in store
(hook)
Baby, just let go of your body and don’t care who’s there to see
Drop that wall and lose inhibitions. Just pretend it’s you and me
If they watch then let them because we both here just busy minding ours
Best if we pretend it’s our last day here so we can shine like stars
We use each other. Remove each other
From all that smothers. Life undercover
I know you a mother. I’m still reluctant
Life hasn’t gone my way so why rush it
Long term goals don’t fit in my budget
I’m too proud to every try crutches
Walk my own path
Stack my own cash
Laugh. Don’t hold back…move in stride
25 years and still I’m trying
Roll with the punches and still I’m fighting
Hold the pressure and relieve it crying
Tears don’t fit with the man that I am
Too damn strong to be breaking down
Too damn smart not to change the pace
Too damn long since I faced the crowd
But not too far from a full erase
So, pardon me because I’m taken a back
We hold the world like it ain’t gonna crack
At this moment I am facing a fact
That our time here sure won’t last
We will crash and we will burn
And it won’t matter what we learned
Drop your guard and close your eyes
Let’s take the world like we’re both surprised
(hook)
Shine like stars…stars! (8x)
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7. |
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So many changes
And rearrangements
Now my life has never felt better
I’ve lost all of my shame and
Take it with grace
With life, I’m going in
I promise to never let up (2x)
I know (3x)
I’ve never felt better
I know (3x)
I promise to never let up for you
I dug a hole in the middle of the desert
Screamed with all my heart to alleviate the pressure
Couldn’t find a reason to keep my current agenda
And decided I was through. Buried it front and center but still
I got the same passion that got me noticed
Don’t take my current catalog and say I lost my focus
I just altered my approach to see how awesome growth is
Now, I can run with any genre since I started honing
Every facet of my craft to construct devices
That parallels on a path with them other giants
Started relying on myself to create a buzz
Been myself since day one and all they gave was love
So I’d be foolish to turn my back on the diehards
You’ve been the most important part of this by far
I wouldn’t be in the position that I’m in if
I didn’t take advice from the ones who had an interest
That made me better. My letters have tightened up
Believe I’ll never let up a veteran I am, trust
Conceive it through a pencil and etch it to life a rush
Of adrenaline. It’s settled, I’m having too much fun
(hook)
They tell me time flies when you have fun
And you might die if you have none
So I’ll approach it with a smile on my face
And a blindfold through a misguided chase
Shit, I’ll pull it off with a boyish grin
And never flutter even if I wasn’t poised to win
But you die if you never have dreams
Without fun, that time of yours will never have wings
And now I woke up in the morning. Happier than a pig in
Shit, if I could do it for real, I would. Kidding!
Keeping high hopes is suddenly now a mission
Being happy that you’re breathing should put it all in perspective
This used to be about venting. Depressing angles
Prayers to god for a sign. Maybe just a halo
Hoping he was out there taking sight
Of my hardships and planning how to make it right
But nope. It’s not to say I don’t believe in faith
I do, along with knowing I’m poised to recreate
Every brick that I wedge into the beaten path
Is another step closer to being free at last
Get a piece of land, piece of fame, piece of cash
Put them into one and break them to give the pieces back
And when I do decide to settle anywhere
We’ll reminisce about the memories from getting there
(hook)
And we watch time fly
Sometimes we never see it go
Just close our eyes and play our roles
But I can’t live like that. Deserve way more than this
So I just stop and take what’s mine
Put in work to redefine
This whole structured life they think that we should live
I’ve cried my eyes out
I’ve let my pride down
And finally
I can see
All that I want
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Metafisix El Paso, Texas
Fisix is an emcee from El Paso, TX. He likes food, drink, women, and making music. When he's doing none of those things, he's usually sleeping. Enjoy his product.
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